Adventures of FIERA

thunderstorm

2011-12-31T01:31:00.000+08:00

i wonder if anyone still bothers reading this dead blog..i did say that i would try to blog more often but this is not gonna be an entertaining post i suppose. more like a zombified rant. i feel like im in some sort of eerie unsettling calm before the storm. i feel so unmotivated. i just keep distracting myself with stupid iphone games but when it's late at night and da games dont suffice da thoughts just keep surfacing. despite all da plans i made..was planning to record my ep..about 3 songs i guess..gonna do an album photoshoot..gonna hire someone to do my album art. i converted my account into a page to promote myself. i even did all da music arrangements for my songs! had all these plans laid out but you know what's missing? my voice..i damaged my vocals chords..probably because of da halloween event and made it worse because of AFA. i keep hoping it will get better in time..but i tried singing after resting for more than a month. and i can sing easy songs..but high songs..gone...my reinforced falsetto..gone. da tone i worked so hard to achieve..gone. and i seriously dont know if my voice will ever go back to normal. it's a lot raspier than it was before. and my falsetto's supposed to be da best part of my voice. how nice can a raspy falsetto be. so what of my dreams now? i am made for this. i feel such a strong calling towards this and i am so passionate about it. but if i cant sing what am i supposed to do then. what the fuck in da world am i supposed to do then. what is da reason for my existence. my tenacity is like a freaking cockroach. disgusting and psychotic. perhaps this is god's way of telling me that this is not it? after being kicked down beyond my limit? or is this some sort of tragic comedy and life's just screwing with me? this happened once before. in jc. then i was still into music..just not piano and vocals..but trumpet. i practiced till my lips bled..my gums cut by da pressure. every freaking day. my lips literally looked like sausages. then one day i couldnt breathe properly and when i went to check it out..i found out that it was because i had torn my lung lining. it was then that i really had to give it up. is there something wrong with me? i mean must something really terrible happen to me before i get it? so once again i am here wondering...what da fuck am i supposed to do then.

i feel like im surrounded by people who dont even think deeply. feels like all they think about are games homework..girls guys..makeup..kpop. do people nowadays just have no depth? or have they been blinded by they way society thinks? or is everyone using all these as a distraction cos they dont wanna ponder so much about such stuff? does anyone ever wonder why..what's da reason for existing? is there a purpose for living beyond just getting good grades good job good spouse good family? told you it was gonna be a zombified rant.

just take me beyond reality where da spirits fly and never die.

wao :3

2011-11-21T11:25:00.000+08:00

it's really been sucha a long time haha..my blog's been collecting spideywebs. anyway im going try blogging more often. ohisashiburi minna :x

Canon Blog

2011-06-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

lol my blogposts are finally up on da canon website. did a couple of posts on da mosaic music festival do check it out!

★Click here★

Ciao!

頭が痛い

2011-05-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

i feel so left behind. everyone's moving forward towards their dreams and im still stuck here. im tired of waiting for this neverending drought to end.

Crash and Burn

2011-05-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna write bone chilling..drug intoxicating..music that touches you down to the deepest corner of your soul. never seems to be enough..sick of feeling inadequate. da irony of being happy..it makes me soo complacent. and i dont think i should allow myself this tiny bit of pleasure before achieving what i want so badly. i guess i just kinda let da desperation slip. i start to question da importance of it and other possibilities. but who am i kidding. it has never changed. what i want has never changed.

Contest!

2011-04-11T21:14:00.003+08:00

★★★Stand a chance to win the latest Canon IXUS 220HS★★★

All you have to do is photograph something or someone extraordinary or an experience that blew your mind away!

Below are some pictures that I really like:

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Whatever you find interesting, a style, a look, something cute or out of the blue..anything that floats your boat would be great! Don't miss out on this opportunity!

Submit your pictures here

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Canon Style IXUS Contest

All da best!

★Canon Style Council★

2011-04-10T20:04:00.001+08:00

Helloo! I previously mentioned that I'm part of the Canon Style Council together with Moe Moe Kyun & Atelier Royale peeps right? Anyway da site is finally up!

Click here!

↓

★★★Canon Style Council★★★

Do check it out! With the latest Canon IXUS 220 HS by our side (kindly sponsored by Canon lols) our various experiences and adventures are all documented with creativity and simplicity! Loving all da cool effects especially da toy camera one lols

Presenting da Style Council~~~

Miyake

Yutaki

Nicole (Celebrity DJ)

Beryl (hitomi~cyan)

Jasoun (Jin)

Valerie (Miyu~cyan)

Hellven (Hiroshi~kun)

Jasmine (Rina~pyon)

Jeff (Haru~kun)

俺様だ！

On da extreme right is Alvin..an otaku blogger~

Stay tune for our latest exploits and happenings!

演技初めて！

2011-04-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

dismissing da retarded videos on my youtube...lols..i acted for da first time! hahahaa got a couple of roles this month but i dont think it'll be on tv. only for corporate viewing i think? lols so funny..da first time i did it da director kept telling me not to float around HAHA! oh man my pontianak characteristics are being portrayed through my acting hahahaha i dont have any behind da scene shots though..not much of a picture taker. i should seriously start taking more pictures...especially since i have a camera now lols.

anyway im gonna be at da men's fashion week event tomorrow. gonna be supporting my bestie. kinda excited and feeling nervous for him i hope he does well. i must remember to take pictures tomorrow. hahahaha

仕事はめんどくさいね

2011-03-28T02:19:00.000+08:00

can someone please tell me why is it so difficult to find a job? okayy fineee cos im picky. but seriously i've been browsing job ads for ages. da preschool job's not enough. it's only twice a week for a couple of hours each..how am i gonna pay for my piano!? ughhh i just need a flexible job so i can still concentrate on my music...and pay for my lessons. this sucks. event jobs anyone??? 助けて〜〜〜〜

･･･おろおろ((T.T； )(； T.T))おろおろ･･･

ooooohisaaaaaaa

2011-03-20T17:53:00.000+08:00

helloooo...im not dead but my blog sure is..lols lots of stuff going on but mostly i guess i dont have inspiration to blog about anything..i had my piano exam..i hope i get distinction lols..i found a job too..im teaching preschoolers..i guess life is pretty mundane for me right now. hopefully by next year i can achieve my grade 8...and start diploma..at da moment i've just been trying to secure a more substantial job so i can have money to pay for my lessons..events are too inconsistent...i hope this preschool thing's enough. im so sick of browsing job ads..plus its so hard to find something with short hours.

other updates...mm...i made my facebook and all private...for reasons i really couldnt be bothered to explain ahahaha oh yaa not forgetting all da ugly pictures i've been tagged in recently. UGH i never bothered much with photoshop before...anne always does it for me but lately i've started to realise its magic LOL ugly pictures begone! and BAM..bad angle? fat cheek? hahaha just liquify and it's gone. anne's awesome...love da pictures she takes of me. pictures taken by other people always need photoshop..hers just need to edit lighting and remove eyebags. she's really good at finding people's angles. maybe i should start promoting her...lols...ayes but nowadays even 15 year old kids are holding DSLR...

this picture was taken by her...only eyebags and lighting edited...im thinking of changing my blog banner to this...i really like this picture....

i wish i could take her to all my canon events...lols....personal photographer....anyway da canon site's gonna be up really soon...and im one of canon's "style council" bloggers....hahaha uhhh..i know my fashion sense is weird LOL...

in light of the recent japan crisis....i just have one thing to say....

頑張ってJAPAN!

moooooollah

2011-01-20T04:13:00.000+08:00

お久しぶりっす〜

最近あまりブログしなかった、ごめんね！

そんなに忙しくないけど、モチベーション全然ないね　m(_ _)m

仕事を探さなきゃならないだ。ピアノが高いし、お金もう足りないし。。

すごい落ち込んでる。ここにもういたくない。。どこかでの森に入りたい！

この写真は二年前撮ったんだ。なんかもっと大人ぽいだったよね。

モデル事務所にこの写真送ってつもりです。仕事もらえるといいね〜

ちょっと心配ですけどね。最近撮れた写真は超ブッサイ（泣）

もう遅いから、じゃにゃ〜

pipipi esu

2011-01-11T01:06:00.000+08:00

P.S WATCH BEELZEBUB

been reading da manga since long long time ago..if you like humour..action..demons..bishie characters..yankees and adventures of da demon lord..WATCH IT!

DADADA!

kyaaaa!

2011-01-05T16:15:00.000+08:00

i love wild animals!

awwwwwwwwwwww

love this pic..here's da original link~

brain mush and jellyfish

2011-01-05T15:58:00.003+08:00

ossu minna!

i've been really sick..lols my brain nearly exploded from da heat. i lost 2 kg too..hahaha i guess that was da only good thing lolols i cant wait to get well! i wanna eat cakes and honeydew sago lolols dont know why i've been craving these. hope everyone is feeling okay! a lot of people have been falling sick recently...

anyway i wanna recommend this super funny anime~ lols

it's called...

Kuragehime

i told rina to watch it too and she says it's super funny so it's not just me lols!

it's about da lives of 5 female otakus who live in da same boarding house and their contact with おしゃれ (oshare: fashionable) people. LOLS

train otaku, three kingdoms otaku, jellyfish otaku, おしゃれ人間, otaku with old man fetish (ROFL), doll otaku

what would happen whenever these otaku come into contact or see an oshare person LOLS

but there's a twist....

da oshare person is actually a....

GUY?!?!?!?!

and da no. 1 rule in da boarding house is NO GUYS ALLOWED!

hahahahaha go watch it yeaa! it's only an 11 episode anime! just finished lolols i just watched da last episode and feel like watching it again ahahahahaha mayaya is damn funny

okayyy ja nyaa everyone~ take care!!!

twenty eleven!

2011-01-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

あけましておめでとう

（＾ω＾）＜＊パン！

今年もよろしくお願いします〜

Happy New Year Everyone! Let's hope this year would be a good one~

i ended da year rather mellowly..not usually da type to celebrate new year lols i only like to celebrate halloween and christmas hahaha i went to watch ' Nodame Live! ' with my old school friend Justin! fellow trumpeter lolols

if you haven't watched Nodame Cantabile..go watch now! it's super hiliarious!

da soloists! they played da same repertoire as da original nodame! da soloists were amazing. especially da violinist..omg she portrayed miki kiyora perfectly on stage!

my piano!

my dad took these pics..lols not bad for flintstone! lolols!

da tix! we had really bad seats..it was totally sold out and my mom's friend managed to get some for us. free LOLS

justin and me outside da concert hall..see da fox tail? lolols he got it for me from japan! SANKYUUU

best performance of da night! by da 16 year old selina tang!..you'd never believe she's 16..very very charismatic performance..really drew da audience in. maybe just not as sexy as miki kiyora hahahaha

in person she looks 16..but on stage..WOOT!

MONGOOSE FTW~ can you see da katana? it's an umbrella!

sayonaraaa 2010...lots of good and bad things happened but let's move on and continue to work towards our dreams!

p.s im sick of making resolutions. so im just gonna say i'll work hard.

LIFE PLEASE GIVE ME STRAWBERRIES~~~

NO MORE LEMONS KTHX BAAI!

greetings from pluto

2010-12-28T03:06:00.000+08:00

ohisashiburi~jan!

how was everyone's christmas? mine was quite a disappointment but oh wells. im glad i still got to spend time with my close friends and family.

anyways da MMK maids and AR butlers have an upcoming project! we're gonna be bloggers for Canon lolols and i wanna introduce someone to yaaaa~~

*bibiibeep bibi beepbeep bi* Everyone..Meet JJ da Alien. He's from Pluto...Greetings from Earth!

im hoping JJ can accompany me to da future events that MMK and AR will be participating in hahahaha!

we had our photoshoot for canon today and my hair was really funky lolols we all had our hair done by essensuals Hairdressing (Bugis Village). they zigzag tonged my hair and spammed tons of hair spray lolols first time having such a hairstyle..i hope da pictures will turn out nice!

okayy that's all for now!

p.s new label for mmk related stuff!

i just had to quote this.

2010-12-23T22:42:00.002+08:00

I shall suppose … that some malicious demon of the utmost power and cunning has employed all his energies in order to deceive me. I shall think that the sky, the air, the earth, colours, shapes, sounds and all external things are merely the delusions of dreams which he has devised to ensnare my judgement.

—René Descartes

unicorns!

2010-12-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

woot! three blog posts in a row im on a roll lolols i had an awesome dream last night!! ughhh but i can barely remember it! it's been weeks since my last mystical magical dream...how can i forgetttttt ｶﾞ━━(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ

all i remembered was i discovered da existence of magical creatures! i was so happy i cried a river of tears LOL i saw two unicorns on top of a hill fighting but they were being rode on by elves? or some human like creatures so i presume da fight was actually because of these 'elves' ahhh...arent unicorns supposed to be docile and peace loving? lols i somehow entered their magical world and and and i cant remember already. GUHHHHHHHHH

seriously..are you a faerie or demon or unicorn or elf or esper or alien or sprite or vampire or werewolf or others?

hahaha i will discover your existence one day!

costumes work and play~

2010-12-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

just wanted to blog about my recent 'working adventures' lolols da MMK mobile event at Liang Court was certainly levels below da AFAX experience in terms of tiredness and madness hahaha customer flow was very slow but it was still fun. we had even had time to do small performances and play games with da goshujinsamas!

a short performance by miyu and i. ahh sorry for da epic fail guitar..was an impromptu performance and i figured da chords out by ear...and my guitar was outta tune..and and and...booooooo :(

Moe Moe Kyun Mahou Game Time!

Oishikunari~ Kyun~ Kyun~ Kyun~~~~

Hitomi~swan and me

miyu..hitomi..rina..riiyo..moe..feru!

BOSSU and US (where's tomomi? where's tomomi?)

did a santarina job for a private party at One Raffles Quay just da other day too~~

da view from where da party was held...damn nice!

christmas is coming! my christmas tree is up! cant wait to see everyonee~

妹へ〜お誕生日おめでとう！

2010-12-19T02:28:00.000+08:00

Dearest Anne~

お誕生日おめでとう！

幸せになってね（＞３＜）

Strawberry Hills from Patisserie Glace

if you haven't tried their cakes you should. now! first tasted their cakes during jim's birthday..da fruits crepe cake was incredible. or so i thought...lols that's not even their signature cake! da strawberry hills is their bestseller. it has da combination that all sweet lovers would want. a tart base topped with layers of custard..chiffon..cream and fresh strawberries. heaven in my mouth. LOL

Patisserie Glace

they are rather pricey. but it tastes too awesome to care lols. da mont blanc and rare cheese mango are nice too. plus da rin rin cheese tart. LOLS overdose of cake. *burps* lolols

shuu shuu shuuu (=c=)

2010-12-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

Moe Moe Kyun ♥ Maid Cafe @ Liang Court is over! it's been a mad fun and tiring week. but now i finally get to rest my feet and sleep! thank you for supporting MMK! we hope to see you again next timeee!

i tried megane ver. feru..is it weird? LOLS

moe side dish~

2010-12-09T03:09:00.002+08:00

sorry if my posts have been excessively emo recently. this is my personal blog after all.

...on a side note...

♥♥♥Moe Moe Kyun Maid Cafe♥♥♥ is now at Liang Court~

6th December to 12th December...

12pm - 3pm and 5pm - 8pm

Do come visit us! We have games and performances prepared for you!

why cant life give me strawberries instead of lemons?

2010-12-09T02:57:00.000+08:00

i really wish life would just stop kicking me down. seriously hope what awaits at da end would be worth it. im a huge gambler afterall. for this minuscule possibility..i'd fall and get up no matter how many times it takes. losing a little bit of myself every time i fall...dont wanna be left with nothing but an empty shell. i miss my mentally happy self.

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now

Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick

im really so fuckin sick of this. when will my existence finally be acknowledged? sick of watching everything go by.

（つд；*)ﾆｬﾝ…

2010-11-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

im feeling terribly emo right now...for some unknown reason...it's not as if i had a bad day...im just feeling really insecure...sometimes i wish i had luffy's naivety..i need one piece therapy right now! sigh..i had a 4 hour theory lesson today...theory overload seriously. i've been playing da piano a lot recently too. in da middle of da night..in da morning..it's been eating into my sleeping time. also since i've been helping out with anne's assignments. maybe im just tired...but im damn pressured right now..feel fucking inadequate. my piano sucks my guitar sucks my singing sucks..i feel fucking ugly..my face like shit. im still nowhere near my dreams. it just keeps drifting further and further away from me. so what if i can play da piano? so what if i can sing? there's always someone better than me..prettier than me out there. endless amounts of competition. at this rate im never gonna be able to achieve anything. how much more time must i waste? i seriously feel sorry for my pathetic self right now. should probably just sleep and bounce back to da confident me again tomorrow.

something i drew during break just now..have you read one piece chapter 605? wasnt it awesome??? third gear homg third gearr!! and zoro and sanji and everyone! snippets of their powers omigosh....i wanna tame a kraken too! mehhh..im a downer on one piece right now...oh wells ja na~

✦アニメフェスチバルアジア✦Anime Festival Asia X✦

2010-11-22T07:24:00.002+08:00

おはよっす〜まだ寝てないけどね　d(＞ω＜)b

じゃ！久しぶりに日本語で書きます〜〜〜ご心配なく！英語で訳します〜

Good Mornin~ I haven't slept yet tho'

It's been a while..I'll be writing in jap~but don't worry! I'll translate it~

先ずは！みんな　(*ﾟﾉOﾟ)⎠ｵｵｵｵｫｫｫｫｫｫｫｰｰｰｰｰｲ!

First up! Ooooooooooi everyone--------!

お疲れさまでした〜！いろいろなお世話になって、ありがとうございますうう〜

Cheers for a job well done~! 'm indebted to you guys..thank you so much~

AFAXは本当に楽しかった！MMKに入らせてくれて、光栄です！友達いっぱいできて、足が痛くて堪らなくて、声が失ってしまって、芸能界の人々たくさん出会って、いろいろ体験させてもらって、最最最最最強の機会だった！⊂（ﾟДﾟ⊂⌒｀つ≡≡≡(´⌒;;;≡≡≡　

それに、日本語が話せるから、いっぱいいっぱいチャンスもらった〜！Kaname✩やAIRAやAlodiaやSCANDALやDannyChoo...他の日本人の先輩にもサーブできた〜　( ﾟ∀ﾟ)ｱﾊﾊ八八ﾉヽﾉヽﾉヽﾉ＼ / ＼/ ＼

それだけじゃなく〜ライブにも行けるし、AKB48、SCANDAL、May'n〜本当にすごかった。とても感動させた。なんか〜⎡アタシは何やってんだ？！早く同じ舞台で立ちたい〜歌は早く上手になりたい！⎦って感じ.....

（つ Д ｀）

AFAX was really enjoyable! It was an honour to be let in MMK! I made a lot of friends..my feet hurt like hell..I lost my voice..I met people from da entertainment industry..I got to experience many different things...it was da bestestestestestest opportunity ever! Furthermore..because I could speak Japanese..I received even more chances~! I got to serve Kaname✩ and AIRA and Alodia and SCANDAL and DannyChoo and all de other Japanese Senpais~ Muahahahahaha

That's not all~We were able to attend da concert..AKB48..SCANDAL..May'n~it was amazing. I was really touched. Da feelings that ran through my mind at that moment...'whadda hell am I doing?! I wanna hurry and stand on that same stage~I wanna be able to sing that well'....just...TT.TT

AFAXもう終わって、みんなは寂しがってるかな〜〜

AFAX is now over...I wonder if everyone is missing it too~~

じゃ〜！写真見せるよ！お待たせた〜〜〜〜

Sorry to keep you waiting~~~~ here are da photos!

Somehow everything sounds so lame in english -.-"

　AFAX Day Zero (training)　

Animax K-On Girl YUI (Madelyn-chan~)

Decorating our pictures for our picture board! i drew ice cream sundaes..lols Moe-nyan said they look like shit (´；∆；`)

Picture of our picture lols! Miyu-nyan sexay neko! rawrrr (>.<)

Megane ver. Miya-swan and Feru!

Our Photoboard!!! (it got thrown away after AFAX! ∏.∏)

　AFAX　

Partners Rina and Feru~ MMK Photographer and Rocker!

Photoshoot!

Suteki na IDOL Miya! Ever pose ready!

*CHUUUUUUUU*

Front shot~~

SCANDALの為に、萌え萌えキュンのギターソロ！＊ジャアあアあアあん！＊ROCK~ON!! (heeeee this was created by me..it was part of my power up!)

MMK x SCANDAL FTW!

Check out who's in da background! LOLS

My one and only shot with SCANDAL and i look like crap! (＃ﾟДﾟ) darn sad! Actually Rina..PehPeh and I served SCANDAL in their room and we took pics with them! But Rina (Scandal) only posted hers and Rina's (MMK) one!! RAWRRR SAD MAX. Rinaaa Rinaaa...JEALOUSSS （　｀_っ´）*hmpf* lolols

Animax K-On girls playing games with Senpais!

Kaname✩ AIRA and Alodia!

Kaname✩!!! I decorated his pasta (>m<) I ❤ BR Shooter ★★★

Da man behind MMK~! Jim Peh Peh!!! Thank you for taking care of us! We ❤ you!

危ないよ〜！！！！Σ(ﾟДﾟ)

　AFTERPARTAAAY!　

Camwhoring at da Hotel~ May'n!!

Kaname✩kun~ I've got a really unglam pic of us....( ´∀｀)σ)∀`)

Hiroshi vs Feru! Who will win?!

Yopparai Feru and Miya!

リナ〜どうして全然赤くないはよ？！Rina's not red at all!

Peh Peh why are you covering your mouth? lolols teehee

Yopparai Level 10. Ace x Chopper x Zoro! Kaname✩..Feru..Miya version!

AIRA and Feru!

May'n x Atelier Royale x Moe Moe Kyun x SOZO POWER~!

火拳のエース: 大炎戒炎帝 FIREFIST ACE: GREAT FLAME COMMANDMENT - FLAME EMPEROR!!!!!

SEE YOU NEXT AFA (or maybe AFI LOLOLOLS) hoped you enjoyed it as much as i did!

p.s go watch one piece! ワンピス最強！

Rawwwwwwr!!

2010-11-16T16:12:00.002+08:00

I cant wait to blog about AFAX but im still waiting for da pictures to be uploaded! みんな〜急いで！i really have lots i wanna say~ from da incredible experience at Moe Moe Kyun...meeting KANAME✩..Alodia..Aira..Angela..AKB48..SCANDAL..May'N!!! Da aweesomee anisong concert..just really glad that i was part of this entire event! thank you sooooooo much jim peh peh and all you guys at SOZO~♥♥♥♥ i've really been blessed with an amazing opportunity...got to know people in da japanese industry too! i just hope this wouldnt be de end~~ i will miss everyonee! in da mean time...while waiting for them to upload more pics..here's some!

Our Photo Board!!

Moe Moe Kyun x SCANDAL~~~

a picture of us May'n posted on her blog!

RAWRRR still waiting for moree~~~

when choco becomes unko

2010-11-10T04:53:00.000+08:00

my totally awesome day ended with a blast. not an 'OoOOo fireworks' kinda blast but an 'explosion in your face' blast. my piano came today...it's hugeee! asides from da super seasoned keys..everything else was great..da sound. da reverb in my entire house. i also got two mics..sm57 and sm58. one to mic up my piano and one for vocals..now all that's left is a mixer. met da girls today..been a while. had a good time..june's stories of her students were hilarious as usual. lols..

June: "Class is Dr. Blah..she'll be observing our class today."
Student: "Doctor, your clinic never open today ah?"

LOL

my mom said some fucked up stuff to me again. i've been recording from midnight till now. and im really bummed about something. im scared. and i dont really know what to do. i need one piece therapy. now!!

luffy's my only nakama..my dream is as big as his. i wonder if i'll achieve my dreams before luffy becomes da pirate king. i feel like im about to fight 3 admirals too. and i dont think i'll win. have to go around..concentrate on saving ace. yea...that'd work. okay im gonna lie on bed...and enter marine hq. see you in a bit luffy!

yukata feru!

2010-11-05T00:51:00.000+08:00

i forgot to blog about da wine convention lols. i tried wearing a yukata for da first time da other day and what an experience. lolols it looks real pretty and all..but it's crazy uncomfortable! da obi forces you to stand damn straight and since i had no geta (japanese sandals) i had to wear heels. OMG. within half an hour my back started to hurt. and by de end of da day..my feet and back were killing meeee. we had to stand from 10 - 6.30!!!!! it's damn hard to walk too lolols..da second day i supposed it got better. LOLS instead of da pain in my back and feet. all da pain went to my knees LOLOL i was running after da bus and i fell! fel fell LOLOLOLS saw my wounds in da halloween pics? they were real! lolols scraped my knees really badly. and you know on that day itself..in addition to da fall i tripped another 4 times! omigosh...power to me. LOLS my hobby really is falling lols ORZ

yoshimi-chan and me on da first day~ i had my hair in a high ponyshuu instead..

we didnt take much pics...yoshimi and i not much of a camwhore LOL

i found this pic on fb!

AWOOOOOOO~!!

2010-11-03T03:56:00.001+08:00

im finally gonna blog about halloween!

halloween was totally awesome this year! celebrated it 3 times!! da week before halloween jo ko and i went to night safari. and tho' da scarefest was not as great as da previous years we still had a blast! lolols on da eve..wanted to go to da haunted house at asian civilization museum but da waiting time was 2 hours for a 5 min scare (ΤΔΤ) lion and i ended up at jo's house drinking da sake i got from working at da wine convention lols and on da actual day we celebrated halloween MOE style! okay! shant talk too much~~ on to da picturesss!!!

Night Safari

Samurai Fel and Bodyguards from Hell Jo and Ko LOLS

on da way to safari!

on da tram!

my japanese fox mask~~

fox on zebraaa

jo's wife damn scary lolols

jo's concubine cos first one too scary LOLOL

Atama Dimsum anyone??

amei san and yukie san! hisashiburi~~~~

MOE MOE KYUN haroharoweeeeen!

kowaii!! (>^O^)>

Miyu Moe Feru

MMK AND JIM PEH PEH

Atelier Royale and Peh Peh

it was peh peh's and shawn's birthday!!

pheeeeew!

Miyu-tan and Moe-chan!

Rina-chwan and Riiyo-swan~

Tomomi-kyun Yoshimi-swan and Miya-tan!

Hitomi-cyan and Moe-nyan!

Riiyo-chan Feru and Rina-pyon!

MMK and Animax K-on Girls wishing everyone Happy Halloween!!! I hope everyone had as much fun as we did!

please support Moe Moe Kyun..Atelier Royale and de Animax K-On Girls during AFAX! see you there!

fuck

2010-11-02T03:35:00.000+08:00

sad like fuck. been a while since i last watched such a video..always avoided it since i knew i would be damn affected. but it just reminded me of my ideals again. i think im gonna take it to da next step. no more seafood too. or at least i'll try cutting down. maybe just once a week. this is why i fucking fucking hate da world we live in.

even if you cant take it..just fucking watch it. you think i can take it? i fucking cried within 10 secs of da video. but people need a wake up call. you think this is something you cant help. beyond your control. nothing to do with you. not your damn problem. dont need think so much. im not da one who kills da animals anyway. secondhand murderers. even if you cant stop eating meat. at least cut down on da branded leather goods would you? fucking brand conscious people.

sorry this is not directed at anyone. just feel fucking angry and useless right now. what else could i possibly do? at least..if i was bieber..i'd have da voice to influence a million girls. i just have to continue in my current direction and make it as soon as possible.

watch it. all da way. fucking trailer only.

Make the Connection. EARTHLINGS.com

if i lie more would my nose be sharper?

2010-10-27T06:34:00.000+08:00

you know da downside of being a great liar is that sometimes you fool yourself a little too well.

melon melon

2010-10-27T06:04:00.002+08:00

i feel like drinking melon soup.

Death on Whore Street

2010-10-26T04:43:00.007+08:00

Just a little something i wrote from a while back...lols..

M18 thank you very much! and noo..it's not porny -_-''

Portray a place in Singapore in a creative way, using themes such as fantasy, imagination and magic realism.

Death on Whore Street

She walked alone, decrepit eyes caught everything but nothing made sense to her. Strangers embraced her and bid her good day. Their names she remembered, empty words and nothing more. Just like those names, her heart, they resembled, cold, numb, a lifeless shell. She knew the way home, did she? Did she really know? And was that what it's called? Home, a word that did not belong. Home, a place, so real yet not. She lived a nightmare she could not awaken to. She was lost, in a place so familiar, that she had not belong.

Dazed and confused she staggered, passing neon lights and flashy signs. Filthy humans with desire filled eyes, all wanting her presence only to be forsaken. She walked, she stumbled, and she ran, desperate to get away from it all. Lost in despair, her body collapsed, never noticing the dark eyes that watched her.

Her bleeding heart faltered, missing a beat when she sensed him. For a moment, she thought the bleary lights were playing tricks on her eyes. It was then that she heard him, the sound of his faint footsteps approaching her slowly, his shallow breaths music to her ears. And as he got closer, she held her own with anticipation.

And then, with the sudden flicker of lights, she saw his glorious face, with the drafty winds in his obsidian hair, relishing in the moonlight. It was as if heaven had descended on earth. He's so perfect, so ethereal.

"I've finally found you," an alluring voice spoke.

And a beautiful smile graced his usually harsh demeanor.

'Oh gods, am I dreaming?' She thought.

She didn't want this to be a dream. Crystalline tears streamed down her face as she struggled to believe.

"Hush now, don't cry," he whispered while caressing her face.

His warm touch sent delightful shivers through her and she cast her teary eyes upon him. The moment she did so, she was so overwhelmed. His crimson eyes were filled with such intensity. They gazed upon her so passionately, lovingly, and longingly. An array of emotions flickered through his eyes at that moment, awing her, as she marveled under their scrutiny. Her tainted hands reached for his face hesitantly, brushing her fingertips on his pale, delicate skin. He then, graced her with a heart-warming smile.

'Oh, how long have I waited for this? For you to finally appear before me, for you to finally save me from my misery.' She pondered.

She embraced him so tightly, fearing that he would leave her, not daring to trust that this was real.

'Please, let this be real. Please, don't let this be a dream.' She prayed.

As if sensing her thoughts, he tilted her head up to meet his.

"You are not dreaming."

With that, he captured her lips in a searing kiss. Her soul, her mind, her body exploded from the intensity. Her spirits soared for she had found true happiness in escape. She kissed him back with equal fervor, so hungrily and eagerly, never wanting the moment to ever end.

After what seemed like an eternity, their lips parted, breaths shallow and cheeks flushed. Reluctantly, she opened her eyes that have clenched tight in apprehension. And to her horror, his body was dissipating. Her heart ceased to beat for the second time that night as she panicked helplessly. Her hands made futile attempts to grab whatever parts of him she could, only to grasp air. She cast disbelieving eyes on him, only to see a wicked smile on the remnants of his disappearing face.

'This can't be true. My mind's playing a cruel joke on me.'

"TAKE ME WITH YOU!" She screamed.

"Don't worry my love, I'll be expecting you shortly."

And just like that, he vanished. His whispered promises drowned by the echoes of her cries.

She screamed and cried till her throat was dry, and till her eyes became sore.

“Why…”

On the verge of surrendering to hopelessness, she hears the beginnings of a sorrowful melody, and it catches her in a relentless grip. Its music burns her skin and rips her soul, leaving behind sadistic comfort and nothingness. She starts to laugh with unabashed glee, as she welcomes the resonance of Death's melody.

Now, she lies alone in a sleazy alleyway, drenched from head to toe. The heavens were crying scarlet rain. For once again, another was lost to Death's warm embrace.

The End

Can you guess where this place in Singapore is?

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Geylang

lols did anyone get it? it's not a tragic love story ya know....da guy with obsidian hair and crimson eyes is a personification of death. and everything that happened is a figment of da whore's imagination because of her immense desire to escape. da entire kissing scene was just to emphasize the allure and temptation of death. fineee..maybe it was kinda porny lols...as for what really happened i'll leave it up to your own imagination..lols.

p.s Please do not copy my work!

I ❤ One Piece!! ⎝(♥ω♥)⎠

2010-10-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

one piece never fails to brighten my day~! have you read da latest manga chapter??? omigosh omigosh OMIGOSHHH!!! MAJOR KYAAA! heh heh heh luffy you are awesome please hurry and come to shingapole LOLOLOLS

p.s zoro so sexaaay with his new scar KYA~! LOLOL

p.s.s fuck you marines go die LOL

LOLS onigirikiller chopperman and sanjiropps HAHA

nande?

2010-10-16T05:58:00.002+08:00

...Dark hair for catching the wind...Not to veil the sight of a cold world...

once again im wondering why im here now in this world. in this era. in this century. in this country. just really outta place. i just shouldnt have been born at all. dont know if there's anyone out there who hates their own existence as much as i do. already doing so much to make my existence here just a little better. but will it really matter in de end? no...i dont hate myself. i hate da me that's here. no..i dont hate da world. i hate that i cant be here. maybe this is a punishment. got exiled to live life in meaningless existence...so tell me..where should i be?

♥♥♥ Moe Moe Kyun ♥♥♥

2010-10-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

helloo just wanna say that i'll be taking part in Moe Moe Kyun during the Anime Festival Asia this year. Da event will be held on Nov 13 and 14 Suntec Convention..please do support us!

da concept this year is a uniform themed one: Moe United College..where we will all be role playing as members of da student council lolols i'll be a newly recruited freshman guitarist!

Let's Rock!!!

da four freshmen (sans riiyoo)...miyu..rina..feru..and moe!

please join our fanpage!

here's another highlight of da Anime Festival Asia: Atelier Royale (a butler cafe!)

do check them out too!

SEXAAYYY ooo la laaa~~

2010-10-12T12:46:00.001+08:00

holy..check this out man!

Disney Fairy Tale Fantasies M18

Alice in Wonderland

Beauty and the Beast

sm version..lols since when did da beast have a snout?

Cinderella

not so Little Mermaid

this is my favourite! Ariel is soooooo sexaay here!

Tinkerbell

Snow White

Other Fairy Tales

Goldilocks and the Three Bears

not so Little Red Riding Hood

Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz

not so Little Miss Muffet

oooo laa laa~~ damn hot! check out da artist's site~

J. Scott Campbell

rules for living in a forest

2010-10-12T08:40:00.003+08:00

lols i came across something interesting da other day and i've been wanting to blog about it..apparently there's a label for da kind of styles that i've been sprouting...i think im damn slow lols. it's called da mori girl trend! mori means forest by da way...

Mori-Girl Rules as of August 1, 2009 (haha! why are there even rules??)
You like loose fitting dresses ★
You always wear dresses and skirts ★
You prefer slightly quirky clothes over simple ones ★
(but you don’t like loud and flashy clothes)
You look natural, but with your own style ★
You are particular about fabrics ★
You like ethnic clothes, too ★
You wear A-line clothes (what are a-line clothes?)
You like wearing dresses that little girls would wear, too ★
You like smock-like dresses and blouses ★
You don’t like super sweet fashion ★
You like deep colors like Burgundy, Fukamidori (dark green), Koniro (navy blue) and Chairo (dark brown) ★
Warm colors look good on you ★
Short nails feel more comfortable ★★★ (lols duhh...bite my nails)
You like fluffy hats made of knitwear or fur ★ (fluffy hats yea...no to da fur!)
You like ear muffs ★
You like ponchos and boleros ★★★ (wouldnt everyone know..lols i've been seen wearing my poncho god knows how many times..lols)
You want to have leather bags XXX (i try not to)
You use pochettes for everything (what are pochettes?)
You prefer gold accessories over silver ★
You feel attracted to old things ★
You like pocket watches (mmm...)
You like necklaces with magnifying glasses or large designs (mmm...)
You like designs featuring animals ★★★
You like designs featuring sweets ★
You like plaid and polka dots ★
You like old-fashioned flower patterns X (err...not really...)
You like lace ★
You like tights and leggings (not really...sg's too hot..)
Your shoes are basic and flat soled ★
You like round toe shoes ★
If you wear sneakers you wear them like loosely fitting cute slip-ons ★
Instead of regular buttons you like hand-made buttons ★
You want to wrap your stole or muffler around yourself ★ (yea..but sg's too hot...)
In winter, a turtleneck design is your basis ★ (i wear turtlenecks even in sg...)
You like layering garments ★
Puff sleeves make you feel emotional ★ (emo kana..? i like puffy sleeves tho..)
You love fairy tales ★★★
Fair-skinned ★★★
Your hair is loosely permed (nope nopee..i would like it loosely permed tho...)
Bob cut x straight bangs (definitely no)
Straight bangs x long loose perm (nope..)
Girly (HAHA unfortunately NO)
You like FELISSIMO (huh?)
Of FELISSIMO, you especially like the brands Syrup and &Sloe (sg dont haveee..)
You like the feel of Q-pot “sweets” (huh..)
You enjoy chilling out at cafés ★
You like walking with a camera in your hand (mm..)
You unconsciously end up at variety stores ★
You can’t help starting collections of things you like, you are a collector ★★★ (kinda obsessive sometimes..lol)
Finding cute books at the book store makes you happy ★
You get excited when you visit a furniture store ★ (yea i like to go to IKEA...)
You like making things by hand ★ (yea...if im free..)
Autumn and winter are your favorite seasons ★★★ (esp. winter!)
You’d like to visit Scandinavia one day (what's in scandinavia..? i want to go to vienna and france first..)
You like to have round cheeks XXX (UGHH noo...makes me look fat...)
If you use perfume, you prefer faint flower scents best XXX (dont use perfume...if i do..i'd like a mild fruity fresh scent...like green apples..)
(You long to be) a girl that exudes a soft mood (mm...maybe..)
(You long to be) an uncomplicated girl (mm...yea...)
You have been told you come across as laid-back
★ (does being nua and lazy count? lols)
You consider Hagumi Hanamoto of Honey and Clover to be a Mori Girl (dont watch...)
Shizuru Satonaka from Tada, Kimi wo Aishiteru is also a Mori Girl (dont know who...)
You have been told by a friend that it looks like you are in a forest ★ (hahaha uhh..kinda...Lols)

i checked almost everything la...lols..i like wearing clothes like that..but it's freaking hot in sg ah..i wish it was winter everyday instead of summer...lols...wet summer...worse...zzz. this whole style clashes with my band image tho...unless we play symphonic metal...then i think it's okay for me to look like im in a forest. LOL oh wellsss....

hacchan no takoyaki fune~

2010-10-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

i want to go to a world where octopuses cook takoyaki! and fishes are filled with choco banana or custard~~~ yumss and and and! merona galoreeeee!

hacchi~ da takoyaki vendor lols

best takoyaki stand in da worldddd~~~~

best takoyaki in singapore lols gindaco at ion~~

chou umaiyo~ umaiumaiumaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiii~~~~~!

Mizutama Swamp~

2010-10-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

heroooo meet glitz's new friend! mister polkie~~~ lols mr. polkie's a super duper rare polka dotted tree frog!

new buds hiding under da bed..lols

oops mr polkie fell!

*toink toink* kerokero

say cheeeeeeezuuuuuuu~!

dareda konoyarooooo?!

KUSAI!

NOM NOM NOMS

R.I.P our dearly beloved friend...

your life though short has imprinted many treasured memories in our hearts...we will never forget you...

Mister Polkie da Tree Frog of Mizutama Swamp

Year 2010, October 6, 2215hrs ~ Year 2010, October 6, 2245hrs

With love...

watermelon + banana = ?

2010-10-06T02:28:00.001+08:00

what do you call a watermelon banana hybrid?

waternana?

bamelon?

nanamelon?

banawater?

Merona!

i want to try meronas too~!

Chopper~ Want Some Cucumber?

2010-10-04T01:01:00.004+08:00

xxxxxx SPOILER ALERT xxxxxx

lols eiichiro oda is pure genius!

Where did fake Nico Robin pull out da cucumber from?

this fake is hideous! she's like from kamabakka kingdom or something LOL

sigh..real jaded...waiting for luffy and everyone to come to shingapole....most dangerous island in da new world....heavily guarded by chome marines....lol...

ルフィー！みんな！速く助けに来てよ〜〜〜〜

フェルフェルチョッパー〜何か変？

2010-10-02T10:51:00.003+08:00

眠れないある。

もう２４時間以上眠れなかった。

一昨日にも２時間しか寝なかった。そんなに疲れたのに。。

眠れないある。眠れないある〜〜〜

まあ〜写真見せようかな？

XXXフェルフェルチョッパーXXX

チョッパーだらけ〜

みんな！！

(>o^)

アアア〜全然嬉しくないはよ〜！

チョッパー　対　海軍

海軍見っけん！

ヶヶヶヶ〜食べちゃうよ〜

先に壊そう！

海軍くたばれ！！！

だれだ〜？グリグリチョッパーだ〜！

じゃ〜ちゃうす！

スパアアアー　パワアアアー　きゃ〜〜〜〜〜

2010-10-01T02:57:00.001+08:00

omg omg omg! da day i have been waiting for has finally arrived! wahahahahaha one piece manga is finally out! and it's totally awesome~! it's been two years and da strawhat pirates have finally assembled~ with new looks! and certainly new powers! ahhhh one piece 最強!

ルフィー！みんな！会いたかった〜〜　\\(TcT)//

zoro looks like a mafia don! robin and nami are pure sexaay! thankfully sanji didnt become an okama! franky looks so extreme! brooke's like a rockstar! usopp's more manly! chopper's even cuter than before! luffy's got a fierce looking scar! ahhhh cant contain my excitement! i think im gonna read it again hee hee hee~

ちなみに〜今日は我がの誕生日 >.< 最強のプレゼント！

by da way..im gonna be part of moe moe kyun this year~ yoroshikune~!

3 new meidos from MMK nyaa~!

Miyu...Rina..and Feru..

Nani?! Bigger than mineee??! lols

kekekeke~ oppai BANZAI!

CHUUUU~ X3 AFA-kun

IYAAAAA~!

じゃにゃ〜

chewy moon river

2010-09-21T02:50:00.001+08:00

herooo~ i just did another cover! im really really tired..had a long day and this song never fails to relax me. anyway i hope you guys would like it!

i took glitz for a walk just now with chewy! chewy's my neighbours dog by da way...haha this is da first time glitz has reacted like that to any other dog..she wasnt hostile at all..she let chewy follow her around. lol i guess it's because they both have da same charas. lolol i hope i can take pictures of them together before she leaves tho'..she gonna be adopted by another owner T.T just when she made a friend...alright..i think im gonna sleep...so tireddd...oyasumi~~

stripperel

2010-09-20T02:39:00.000+08:00

lolol anne is such an idiot. i placed one of karu's favourite chairs in my room and he was lying on it when she came in..so happened i was changin...lol

Anne: "Wahhhhh...Ruru...you so comfortable ah....got your favourite chair.....enjoying free show somemore..."

lols! idiot! karu HENTAI!!

anyway ko and i went to waseda shibuya high school today...for da seiransai..lol ko didnt take much pics tho..i'll post them when he uploads them...can you believe that most of da attractions were free??? except da food i guess...even so...one plate of yakisoba or okonomiyaki for only two bucks. it was rather nice too. cooked by da students in da home econs room. hahaha

got to experience da tea ceremony...da choco mochi was really good..plus macha tea..all for free!

okay....im really dead beat..so i'll talk about this and post more pics another day.

ja nyan~ for now

Wanted: Dead or Alive!

2010-09-19T01:43:00.001+08:00

KYAAAAAA~~~~

hee hee fatimah bought one piece wanted posters for me! hee hee lolol and they are all A2 size...plus made of table mat kinda material~~~ Whhheeeeeeee~~~

my wall's sooo niceeee >m<